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ihateeveryone...
02:23
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I am of nowhere
I am no longer
A spore of indifference
I came from nothing
I have no lineage
I hate everyone
Blame for actions requited
Scared to be in the wrong
Years of conditioning fail
I have no home anymore
Overdramatic sensory deprivation
I should be able to talk to you outside of my songs
Slitting nostalgias throat with my fucking decisions
Im so exhausted but you never tought me how to stop.
Fighting every day over shit you said you still care about
memories of thinking you really loved us
I never thought family could feel so foreign
I never thought i'd lose what you claimed was so important
And its all your fault.
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Prospects of my paranoia heralded by my precursor.
Shredded stems of selflessness leaving everything up to what he determined hereditary.
Like none of it ever mattered to me.
Lifeless celibate
Stealing from your doorstep
Selfless imagery
You return it for less than
What you paid for
Like im hopeless in living
Or dying
What am i scared of?
A Careless conjugate
Miscarried informant
Of my enemy
Carry your worrisome
Condescendant
And function your machineware
Elsewhere
I dont want to feel like im better off dead
Where debt is erased and the money we need comes in
I dont want to be another willy loman
Dont want the death of a shit salesman.
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Nothing to be gained when stealing from those who suffer as you do.
Your lack of morality seals this macabre fate.
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I forgot you even knew
We almost died together
Oh youre lost
Oh youre last
i wish that i was useful
oh im last
oh im lost
Crossing state lines to save their lives
You will never see how great youve always been
And I am so scared that ill never be able to love the way i always thought i did when I was a kid.
Crossing state lines, just to fucking waste time. I will never do anything of worth.
Will i ever be able to love the way you were able to without thinking twice? Maybe im just not so nice...
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denialspelledwrong
03:11
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There is no place for what needs to be said
There is nothing real here at all.
I have no time for you or any of the shit i do.
Im forcing everything,
I start fights they want to finish.
We are voiceless in our homes.
Foxtails in my throat choke me to death.
I will never be who i wish that i was.
I want to be the mother i thought i had.
But I am birthless in my bones
Ive got no hope.
I am not beautiful
You are capable of failure.
We cannot deny ourselves forever.
Abuse your power
While my paranoia fuels me
The open veins we conceal have infected our architecture.
Theres nothing we can do.
We cant hide anymore.
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